if this boy is trying to get me to fall in love w/ him hes doing a mighty fine job lemme tell u
things i am NOT doing this summer
- wearing/buying a bathing suit
things i AM doing this summer
- working out
“Are you okay”
“No I’m FAT”
my mom and i were talking about eating after dinner and my stuff and i got really flustered and started CRYING HAHAHA i haven’t cried in so long and especially in front of my mom i just feel very stuck and scared??? like the only “good” food in the world that makes sense to me is fruit and vegetables and that scares me bc orthorexia??? im scared of myself and I’m scared of the future and it’s all so!!!!!! eating disorders are really fucking dumb
its cool when you do things and they get the reaction that you want but it’s even cooler when you don’t do anything special and cool things happen out of nowhere or it’s better than you ever thought it would be????
CONOR JUST CALLED ME OUT OF NOWHERE I AM DYING
the only time ive “talked” to someone who did drugs and drank it was excessive and i never knew if it was him talking to me or the substance. he was v manipulative and mean to me and it’s left a bad taste in my mouth for those things!!! just thinkin
